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2007-08-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

i wonder.. where i went wrong.. . ..

a new day..

2007-07-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey.! well today my day started first by wishing Mr Jeban Sombahangphe Happy yappy birthDay early in the morning , (*i Hope.. its his right spelling.*.) But i dont really remember what i said to him as i was Just awaken from my deeep deeeep sleep..hehe. Aniway.. ya. Happy birthday Once Again Ya.? nothing to say bout Jeban* dont really know what he is up too..always being indirect. :SSS . hmm., Ya. i wish to talk bout mY Yesterday. It was Really sux. miss crocodile was my predetor & her Preys was Annu raj, Renu,Kumari & Nisha*me*. Gosh.. She was really mad at us.. The funniest part was while she was shouting at us..i could see her eyes gettin COCKED. i mean cock eyes? & wad spiced it up was.. Kumari kept on laughing though she was told not to.. Actually it was our Fault too., as Annu Raj was in mY place( my desk) painting his schools shoes with Some paints.i guess our* fate was too Lucky that everything stopped at the right time. Ann raj* was painting,when she(miss predetor) stepped in,Annu raj* had just laid down his shoes to wear* Renu* was lyin down on chair takin short breaks.. & i., i was painting on my hands and laughing away.. Yaa, not forgetting. Ann raj's hp music. the song ended wen she came in.. GOSH. dont u think it was SUch a coincident??. just abit of bad lucks,. ann raj was next to me carrying a Brush.. obviousli he wud be carrying as he was paintin his shoes b4 she stepped in.. & yaya., she kept on scoldin and scoldin..kept on askin who TOOK the glass paintin.which was me.who touched it due to my itchy hands. :S . HAHA. damm.i couldn't even remeber.. as i thought i had put it back to place...but Ya. i did apologised..but she still didnt ended her talkin wid yus.. She kept on diggin in to make the matter worst and guess wad happened next? . She told us to Pack. to go home. i was like. WOWW. FINALLY ,. but she was nice ..she reminded yus of our mistakes which we had done.. and i appreciated it. But while she was sayin.. my deary frien who is Kumari Laughed again. & Miss predetor became Bomb again. . Kumari was held back..miss predetor shouted. TO My dearest friend. * You want to laugh.! Laugh all u want with me in the offcice..OMG. it was really very funny. Kumari was held back & we were breakin FREE. hahas..we Laughed alllllll way back home .. it was funny.. yaa..and my day went smoothly after that.. OKey okey. sweet dream.my story end liao.. hehees.. Muaaah deary !. ..

i believe..love has to come to e end..sumday..

2007-06-30T20:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday..the day started out Greatly.. but at the very end..everything went wrong..i dont know what im doing,or what i did?..all i know..is i wasnt me yesterday..
i've always liked this guy.. but i guess i really have to move on.. & i am moving on..
use to love him so much.. but.. yesterday..everything changed.. all i've got to say is im sorry..i loved you..for i shouldnt had to.. ya. i didnt regreted loving you?..cause i think its part of life??..loving sumone??.. its just too childish i guess..
BUt..yaya.. Love love love??.. i dono whats wrong if i say i dont love anyone?? why are the ppl bothering me??... its true i've loved..but? so?... SO STOP BOTHERING ME PLEASE??.. .. for me Love is Family-& friends.. Relationships will come to an end.. when you're in my situation..you'll know how im feeling.. & finalli..you'll understand me..

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2007-05-27T23:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i lost one of my friend.. i didnt know where i went wrong, i was expressing my feelings ..?. ..i was really PISSED OFF?, and there he went..blablabl.. but its alryte.. .. now.i dunno how to say sorry?since its already over. ..but i guess.. he had it enuff..of my NOnsense.. ... and im tried of saying SORRRy!!!!!.. .. ..errm.. but..well.. i am sorry?. ..

still alive

2007-04-29T00:19:00.000-07:00

hello Bloggy, after long eh? hahas. well well.. I was jUst busy re k. im a business women..i think by now u shud know ryte? lols. errm. nowadays..life seems very boring..stucked with my same old greatgrandmama comp almost whole afternoon, after that aero,and then back home..? ..ouff, sounds boring? but its more boring then it sounds.. errm, wad else? .. Ya., im very lonely this days, since my siblinGs and mum went.. even though i have my Dad wid me? i still feel the Lonliness?He'll be busy,for almost the whole day & i'll be alone at home, but it perfectly ok for me as, i don't really click wid him that well?.during at Nite,i hav sum kind of Fear sleepin alone.. whenever its NIght, i'll start to have this feelings, if theres sumthin lookin at me? sumone under my bed or cupboard?, or sumone starin at me through my window? i know its all imgination, yet i have that type of fear durnin Night & that makes me really angry,lol,..i miss my sista and mum, i still remember those days..me and my mum sleepin in my bed..whereas my sista sleepin on the roller bed.,ahaha, i wud feel warm and squeesy as i wud hug my mum like a Booster! i would also feel secured,.away from harms? Haha.,those days were very memorable moments..with jokes in the air.. sometymes fear too, fear cos, i was scared she wud suffocate me to death.. ahaha.. Jk. ..
i cant wait for her to return back..to fill back my heart with joys instead of the emptiness..

tyme&tyme again!

2007-03-12T09:05:00.000-07:00

this user forgot me today..wahh!!! sob sob

HAHAHA! Don't tell me.. ....( NO DOUBT! )

2007-01-18T00:18:00.000-08:00

It looks as though you're letting go, And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know..Don't speak.. I know just what you're saying. ..So please stop explaining! Don't tell me
'cause it hurts'
Our memories Well, they can be inviting.. But some are altogether.. Mighty frightening.. As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry
I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining
It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying...are we?
You and me ..We used to be together ,Everyday together ..always.. I really feel.. That I'm losing( Youu ) my best friend I can't believe..This could be the end ... Well..i really miss youu.though now we r not together & we haven talk for VERry long,,.i wish to say.you are here with me( mentally),as always...happy birthday!! .. Love you always! Friends forever... .missing youu verry muchh....

Sorrry? how will u know i really meant it?

2007-01-03T21:13:00.000-08:00

For days and hours i kept questioning my own questions on and on..
You said you would love me until you die & as far as I know, you're still alive. ...
You don't even know the meaning of the words “I'm sorry” ? ??
Why you're so far away ,when I'm still so close . ..
Anyhow, anyhow, I wish you both all the best .
Sometymes ,i wanna call you but i know youu won't be there ..
Im sorry for blaming you for everything i just couldnt do .
itZ hard to say goodbye when it comes to this .
the pain is Just too Real . ..
if only i knew ..what i know today .. ...
if you hadtu leave i wished you would just leave ..
came to youu without a reason & ended up shattered . .
if i had a chance , wont you let me ?

HAPPY NEW YR!!!

2006-12-31T07:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT READS MY BLOG!! MAY YOUR YR BE FULL OF MONKEYS AND DONKEYS~

cYah!!!

noob!

2006-12-28T07:06:00.000-08:00

hello people..im back again..being quite busy lately so cant really blog much now..hahaha!!

well..now, ranu has left us..gone nepal..and thats like OH SO sad laa..: ((
ranu..im gonna miss u

okay..had picnic today and guess wat?!? i slept throughout the picnic..LOL!!
was quite in a deep sleep and so thats y i didnt have any dreams..well..its a pity ppl..u cant know my dream..hahas

well...nowadays..theres many rumours going on..im scared laa..chicken..the people so stupid sia..anyhow make rumours..they nothing to do go make rumours..Chicken..

and nowadays ahh..i miss annraj sia..wonder hows his doing nowadays..nvm..i'll meet him sooner or later i guess ^^

wahh..the dancing practises are a pain in my arsehole!!! everytime need to wake up so early..wahh..sian la!! hope i will have freedom and sleep until afternoon..sob sob..

man..i everytime forget to massage Jeban assssss...hmm..ppl..remind me ahh..i'll gif him a good massage..chicken
ok la..think i hav written enough now..till then..toddles cyAh~

hehe..huhu

2006-12-19T22:58:00.000-08:00

hello..my name is nisha..whats yours?
i like to dance..eat icecream..Chocolates are my fav~
Me is quite a pig..sleeping late is my thing..waking up late is what i do~
Im a very good girl you know..i help my mother to do house chores..see, i so good right?~
i is study at bartley sec, very near to my school~
i've 2sisters,Big%small, and 1 small broda~
everyday is boring..eat sleep wake up go out come home eat sleep~
i am actually a very nice girl but ahh..i may look fierce..but don worry..i don bite :)
Everyone of my friends..leaving me slowly, painfully, :(
Missing my friends..etc: jenisha, bilo, Dilo~
i am actually scare of ghost..if u are one..don come scare me pls : )
i love looking at the stars..YUP, i have my own imagination..so pls..BLEH~
roses my fav..yUp~..roses ^^
Fav colour is Blue..blue blue mr bean ^^
Fav no. would be 19..yup..one nine = ninteEn~ *chio no.
I is love my family alot..but sadly, they is the BEST~
Me likes playing the computer..Watching the Korean Movies/Dramas..
i am a PURE* Nepali girl..but i likes to listening to the Hindi songs, watching the Hindi movies~
Me is cuteNisha~ ^^V
I like going out with my friends But with Bf..it would be much more fun..you know? =P
Ermm..i think this would be all for now..till then..cYah~

whats the reason??

2006-12-18T10:58:00.000-08:00

hmm. whats happening?.. dunnoe, how to trust ppl. ..nor have choices to choose...?? dunno whu to turn to .. ..everything is clear, yet confusing?.. prefer not sayin anything to him , dun wann things to turn worst for him. or shud i? .. ... EVerythings boring. .. & dull.. ... Missing friends back in nepal.. esp, Bilu & Jenisha & Dilo ..
feeling..more..& more..sad as each day passes. ??.. !! everyone is leaving? ,,.. .. but hope..wherever we will go.. .. we will meet one day?.. peacee outttt...

2006-12-12T22:53:00.000-08:00

everythings boring.. ~ ,,.. boring life... .. boring days .. someone pleasee add spices to my life leh. ... ....... HAHA... .

oie.

2006-12-12T08:15:00.000-08:00

Haha. had real fun tonight* downstairs. .. first first..was quite boring.as we waited for mr sanjib & sakil..for quite long.. and tyme past.. they came..and went up to the idiot GM-germs magnet house. hahas.. shockin that pig was sleepin at 10plus.. so Fast?? hahas.. ya..and we headed.. tamakoshi? ,, we sat at the basketball court semi circle. hahas.. dunoe how..sumone started the ghost topic..there was many of us.. ( NISHA[ME] , RANU , MAXY, RATNA, RENU, SATKAR, SANJIB,BOTA,SAKIL,NUTAN,MANZIL,MANOJ,DANIEL & DURIAN.]..we started to talk bout ghost ..AFTER THAT ..THE ONES WE ENCOUNTED... haha..I WAS LIKE WALL!!..talkin with the air.. but lucky..nutan was listenin..didnt notice??.. hahas..& unfortunatley.. he was a wall aswell..wen he wanted to sae sumthing.. Lucky ar nutan..i was listenin..( as i told u b4..) im listenin to you.. hahahahha.. HAD REAL hot fun today.. .. the very ghosy part was wen we(ghost) encounted some ghost busters) cumin from the police car..haha..ran ran.. i ran like hell..for the very first tyme..hahas..with my partner ratna..lol.. mum naggin.. will sae more..mayb next tyme.. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk....

2006-12-10T09:03:00.000-08:00

First tyme , i know sumone loves to read my blog.. hahaha. feeling happy leh.. atleast sumone loves to read my blog .. Hahas. --> Manzil <--. you reallie like or not? or u just tryin to make me smile.*happy* .. Hahas. .. hmmp.. but i've got nothing to say nor to think of. .. ya, but..i Just hope that i'll win this bet. . Soccer Match * between Arsenal & chelsea .. Ya till Then., NIsha* A.K.S CUte, is BouncinG out, Muhahaha. .....

Lamer ,..

2006-12-08T21:52:00.000-08:00

I am slowly goin insane..But it doesn't stop this pain.. ..If I see you next to never?How can we say forever?I know i took things for granted, all the times .I hear the laughters, I tasted the tears ,But I can't get near you now ... ..my heart breaks, But wherever youu Are , i'll Be here waitinG.. ...Like i have never?

MR DILO GURUNG ( WRESTLER)

2006-12-04T21:16:00.002-08:00

will miss you alot leh.. Hahas. though we have known eachother for onli some tyme.. i reallie.. errm.. ahahaS. actualli will really miss youu.. ur SO cute. everythinG you do ar..Real cute*..haha.. ...& hope u'll miss me also lar..but actually neva miss also can.. HAHA.. hmm.. you have been my Best dancing Partner.. fun to dance with Youu..(bindass)

you ar..i think u got Problem.. practise can dance well..but on stage..will turn Blank.. errmZ. but my best Lah. had fun teachin you. haha. .. aniways chef..if we neva meet..i hope u'll read my blog. .. Just takee caRes, and be a good cooker in future ar.. haha.. and if ur trying for lauray again..

all the Best!. hahas. till then Take Care..!Cyah.real soon. !..

Not always the same

2006-12-04T20:50:00.000-08:00

Duno ar..wads the feelings.. i dunno and i myself cant understand..one hope was youu.. as always..realli hoped he could understand..but i was totally wrong.. Gosh..! i was such a FOOL. ..never did he understood ,nor will he?,.. *haiZz* .. EVERYthinGs said & done. .. i know you mite not understand wad im tryin to sae.. *those whu are readin my blog* only some mite understand me.. .. WELL well.. Im Just too tired Lah.. STUPID LOVE,CARE, RELATIONSHIP?? haha..BULLSHIT.. im very tired of hearin same old stories.. ... ....so..I WANt a BREAK*,.. will you let me Rest? well..even if u dun wan me to..i will..cause..i dun Gif a damm anymore... all while..i was..thinking..mayb,,you the ryte one..i thought* you are always..tryin to make it for me..in anyways..?? haha..didnt know..i was a such a bytch..tryin to understand you..tryin to make it back. & you..tryin to break it. .. dammit..! .. Now.. that. you have said it ALL.. its over. .. i also agree..you were such a DUMB ASSHOLE*.. and i dunt care?? ... ouh wadeva.!!please..ask urself..have u ever made me feel.your presence..i didnt even caref from the start.. got it?! now u must be feelin Peaceful that i've admited.. ya i did..and i dun even have a space for u..its fulli occupied with my frens & family.. Now.. Everything is clear.. You are free. .. Nothings left. ...
Forgeting you mayb be hard.. but that doesnt mean..i'll stop living..i'll move on..& i know you will too..
signin out.

2006-12-04T00:22:00.000-08:00

Mayb, Im jUst too shy to reveal it? HAHAHA,

2006-12-04T00:20:00.000-08:00

2006-12-04T00:18:00.000-08:00

Just married? Joke. !

2006-12-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

The famous Actors and actresses who came Singapore. HAHAHA. Just look at our Fans.!!!!!

testing 321

2006-12-03T21:27:00.000-08:00

Wah wah we wahh..hello everyone..im just testing only okays..Wah! those two days were super OKOK nia...wah piang...first we went at the hut..other group of ppl also was having a SO CALLED 'outing' then we like huH?! are they coming with us like tat..then ahh..while waiting for rabin..it rained..how sad?! had to run to the shealter(paiseh hor..donno spelling) then roshan hailed a cab adn we got in first..went to 'DOWNTOWN EAST'..the air smell great..smell of BORDOM then waited for friends to come..and waited..and waited..but in the end..they went to the 'entrance' then the roshan ahh..scold me say come faster..how stupid can he get? after we get there..it turns out that it was the wrong chalet..SEE SEE..how noobie?? scold me but in the end..still wrong..wth hor..after that..walked back to the place where we first were waiting..poor annraj..he was carrying 'asha boso(pork)' and it was like so hell heavy..out of pity, i offered to help him..then finally..we went to the counter full of sweat and guess what..there was a swimming pool above the counter and its like so cool..u can see people swimming from below..cos theres like a glass..can see through.,..HOW COOL?! then then..we got the keys..went in..and waited outside our room as check in time was at 4..so we played soccer..and i noticed roshan hor..scold people every 3min or so..if he live his life 1day without scolding..i will run naked at the basketball court..hAHa..after that..it was 4..we got in the room..very hotel like~..unpacked and watched tv..wahh..had xBOX but we didnt had the pass to rent the cds..how stupid?!? so we could only see the xbox but not play it..was touturing : ( ...after that..we used the microwave oven to cook HUSHBROWN..but ahh..it was supposed to be soft but it turned out so hard..harder than cookie so we called it cookie...after that..BBQ TIME~..annraj and roshan did the bbqing while we all watched..roshan scold ppl..then smoke..then bbq..then scold ppl..then smoke..tat was his normal routine..then parbat ahh..come side want to bbq also..Lols..then finally it was rdy..all the bbq food..my stomach was ROARING at the same time..after eating the food..i felt bloated..was so full..then ah...NO CHANCEZ~..we went swimming..it was bout 7-8 at that time..shockingly..annraj didnt know how to swim so he was alone while we played swimming catching..then play play play then annraj told me to go visit some friends..then he and i left the pool..went to look for friends then finally saw them..talking with them ahh..sibei SIAN..1 question..1 reply..tats all..haiyo..after talking with them..we went back to the pool..played for awhile then went back..was freezing..then went in..parbat was behaving kinda weird..thinking his so STRONG so he pose his muscles..hAHas..after that..went to bath..so stupid..no shampoo..so used soap as shampoo..hAHas..after that..watched tv..while watching..i dozed off..while sleeping hor..the roshan ahh..burn my foot lahh..wahhh..luckily no blister..if not...cannot slp lehh..haiyo..after that..watched tv..some gay tv show came and we watched..after watching..felt slpy but couldnt slp and that point of time..annraj came back from his tour outside..he quickly told us to come aswell..was curious so i quickly got up and followed him....lOls..then wait wait then they do nth..got bored and then went back..was bored so i tried to scare ppl..kinda got bored so no choice but to sleep..and ya..rabin sleeptalks!! hAHas..ok liao..finish liao..DAY 1 of the outing..was quite fun and okok..hEhes..byes now..namaste..

2006-12-02T08:37:00.000-08:00

My day., HMmm..it was Just too Fun, with Youu Guys, Renu, Sabu,Ratna,Dilo,Kiran,Dikky & Kush our main Hero!Hahas.,.. every single minute was Fun.,. Haha,.. ya,..& Dilo. i have reallie been admiring Him!!.. dunnoe why??.. he is Verrry Cute..everything he does??..the way he talks.the way he eats?? hahas and his smiles??.. Hahahas..Got my eyes on himm.. re k.. So sad,,he'll be leavinG, will miss him when he is Gone?.. erm Nvm.,shud move on in Life ..with and without friends,.. well.. The dance wasnt smooth, mY dearest Partner( MR DILO GURUNG)..forgot many of his steps. .HahaZ, but Not forgeting.. He is the Best partner i ever had? ,,.HehExX..
. Can't wait to get the pictures which we Gurls & Guys took. Haha, kkeke.. had a real nice day todaY, no boring moments.. Goody NItes.

Sorry . ...Leh!! a note to you.. HAHA.

2006-12-01T09:43:00.001-08:00

errm. i dunoe why, but. i felt good. i would rather be alone, ENJOYin rather than being with grp of frens Yet having Some kind of lonely feels..nevermind, forget it. ,.. hmmmZ. . hey. ... im sorry **jeban, i have been reacting too much. .. i just wanted to say, i am really very sorry..i have hurt you..& thats for true. ?.. i saw u yet, i reacted asif you were not even there..??..i guess you'll be reading my blog ??. .. if ur reading.,,. please, Talk to me..will you?, i really need you LEHHH & im missing you very much?.. errrr... ... ..all i wanted to sae is..i didnt mean to be rude Leh!! . i'll agree..,for wadeva u've said.. Hehes,. arent u happy now? ...hmm..wonder what ur doin ryte now? .. ..nVm. just talk with me asap. hahas, and everythings gonna be alryte. !. .. till then Take cares,, ..